zondag 15 september 2013

Too busy to write

I just wanted to say... well, I'm really busy right now. I can hardly check the fora and such I'm on, let alone write things for this blog (or draw for DA, etc.)
But even though I'm so busy I hardly have time for breaks (or school work :s uh-oh), it has been really great. I have more friends than I ever had at elementary- and high school, WITHOUT even doing anything for it, lol. I just FIT with these people, y'know! All my life I've been an outcast, I've been "the weird one", the loner, and now I have suddenly entered a world where exactly the opposite is true! I am no longer alone in things which I thought I was alone in. This makes me so happy. So happy that I ALMOST would forget my gender identity issues. Since my new friends... they take me for who I AM, not for my gender, my looks, etc. but just for "me". When I'm with them, I simply FORGET I'm a girl! I even carefully spoke with one of them on that I feel I should have born male, and she wasn't shocked or freaked out at all.
I feel that I'm growing out of my childhood years for good now. I'm already becoming more responsible and less insecure, but I've got a long road ahead of me. But I know for sure that this was the right choice to make!

I also have to say I now have a room! (yay!) It still needs major decorating (even wall painting) but it's a start.

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